I have found something out.
I think I always knew deep within my soul.
Trying always to look positive.
Waving at the parts I didn't want.
Going back to what was.
It was just a wrong thought.
I'm tired.
I took that so wrong.
Silly me.
All along I was right.
Now what to do.
Go along as if the life I had was real.
I've tried one path.
Down the other too.
Now, to plan and think.
Til then, I'll keep pretending.
Was I doing that the whole time ?
~ JC ~
(if you follow my blog,
some of you know that I've had
some ups and downs with my life lately.
And, as if I needed more, it has turned again.
I'm in the heal and wait and see mode.
(my soul that is)
(my soul that is)
I think I've been in that for years.
Where to go from here ..
now that is indeed the question of all questions.
~ ~ ~
Enjoy your weekend.
I'm not sure what I'm doing but
it will include petting a few cats and dogs
and a glass of wine or two.
The sun is out and I'm going to
take Mere for a walk in the yard.
Can I handle a glass of wine
and a cat leash and a camera ?
Now that ought to be fun.)
and a glass of wine or two.
The sun is out and I'm going to
take Mere for a walk in the yard.
Can I handle a glass of wine
and a cat leash and a camera ?
Now that ought to be fun.)
4 comments:
We'd love to see a video of you with a glass of wine, cat leash and camera in hand. Ha.
Have a *good* weekend. Not too much soul-searching...Some questions in life have no answers and while the searching can be enjoyable, we can also focus too much on it, IMO.
Better to just enjoy the wine and fur family!
Lots of Light and hugs.
-Kim
I think you need a hug today, too. {{{ JC }}}
Enjoy the sun while we can!
I have been pretty down lately too. Combination of not being able to find a job, and my daughter graduating and leaving the nest. Indeed, a turn in the road. Hang in there. Been thinking about you even though I haven't visited like I used to.
Cats, wine and a camera...that sounds like my weekend. I hope you have a wonderful weekend.
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