This is my Lilly Ann.
She was my very feral Lynx Point Siamese.
She was my heart kitty.
She loved only me.
She past away a few years ago
but is and always will be in my heart.
~ ~ ~
I had my heart surgery yesterday.
It took a bit over four hours.
I went home very late yesterday evening.
It did not work.
My heart still beats as high as 194.
My Dr. sat in my rooming
looking at my heart monitor
for half an hour.
He sent me home.
Said his nurse would be calling me.
He said, if his team was still there,
he'd have taken me back
in for more surgery.
Thus, I will have to do this again.
This time with no pain medication.
As he feels, that is why he couldn't find the cause.
Today, I am very tired.
Feel like my heart was in a punching match.
I've been dizzy most of the day.
At least I tried.
He tried.
What else can anyone do ?
I was supposed to feel better.
Instead, I am worse.
I hope it's just all the meds they shot into me.
And, tomorrow I expect to wake up
and be refreshed.
One can hope.
Remember to pet those purr and fur balls from me.
~ JC ~
