This is the last photo taken of my Sweet Bella.
She was chilling out on her chair.
And, yes it was hers.
Actually any place she wanted to sit become hers.
It's been a hard couple of days.
Reality is setting in.
I'm still really mad at the universe
for taking away this lovely lady.
I wasn't ready.
I just took her in for what I thought was
an old lady 'hound dog' eye infection.
Some ointment for and maybe some blood work
because she was so tired.
Ends up my Sweet Bella
had a huge tumor that caused
By the time I got her to the vet,
it was too late.
They could not operate.
I had to let her sleep.
I'd been telling her to not be in a hurry.
To just fall a sleep.
She did do almost that.
I think my Bella stayed with me
as long as she could.
She didn't want to leave.
She loved life so much.
Damn I miss her.
The worst is on Maddy Jean.
She's looking for her in the yard.
Waiting for her to go outside.
I'm going with her everywhere.
Out in the rain I go.
Always telling her that sissy is sleeping.
And she is.
I hope Maddy Jean gets used to this.
Her best friend is gone.
My dog is sad.
And, that is my Thursday Update.
I will survive this.
Maddy Jean will too.
It's just hard.
My heart is broken.
My dog is dead.
~ JC ~