Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Still Dancing


After a few days of very frustrating phone calls to the fancy kidney specialist, I finally have an appointment for tomorrow.

 I have to drive quite a ways to one of his many offices but at least I will know what he thinks about the condition I'm in.

I've done a lot of thinking.
 Been scared as can be .. cause who wouldn't be when faced with do this or fade away.

If any of you know me, I will always vote for 'do not' but this time, due to my pain levels, I can no longer hide in my woods.

Thus, I start the 'to hell and back' part of my journey.
I'll know more tomorrow.
For now, the first steps have been made.

Just saying ...

Oh, and I'm going to be dancing right up to the end.
If any of you know me, you already knew that.

xo,
JC

9 comments:

Brian said...

We.will all be sending you our best purrs and we will be thinking of you, which we do all of the time.

Judy said...

I was starting to come to that conclusion, JC!!!
That iron or steel plate in my header is the base of an old sign (I have never seen it upright) that is lost in the bushes near the best stand of black eyed Susans that I know of. I have never turned the sign over to see what it is for, preferring to let it rust in peace...

Fenris and Family said...

We are sending our very best healing purrs your way. And Tuiren is doing her snoopy dance just for you.

Anya said...

Will be thinking of you....

Fuzzy Tales said...

We'll be sending our loudest purrs too, and sending up purrayers for your Highest Good.

Peace and Blessings.

Rose H (UK) said...

Hope you are able to waltz home with some good news. I shall be thinking of you.
Sending love
Rose H
xx

Mr Puddy said...

Me and Mom love your pawsitive, and I am sending many purrs to you.
((( Hugs ))))

KathyB. said...

I will be praying for you. The fear of the unknown can be paralyzing. When you learn more, then not only does fear set in even more,but really, hope. Because when you learn the worst /best scenario, then you're able to have some control of how, where & when to proceed. All this to say, I completely am like you in such situations, and I know the fear. It is crippling.Again, my prayers for you and for the doctors to have the wisdom & discernment regarding how to proceed.

Remington said...

I DO know you will be dancing, my friend....you are in our thoughts and prayers....

There comes a time in your life when you walk away from all of the drama and the people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right and pray for those who don’t. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is part of life, getting back up is living.

~ Jose N. Harris

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